[ _AhLeLuYa_ ]

[ Bangkok Dangerous ]
This was the movie I watched yesterday with my father at Pavillion cinema =)
It's a great action movie...
Even thought it's a 18++ Movie...
But My father still brought me In to watch it without noticing by the staff XD!!!
During the movie,
[ me and my father ] were freezing inside the Movie Hall...
The air-cond inside there was so cold!!!
But luckily some popcorns warm me up a little bit =X
After finish watching the [ Bangkok Dangerous ] at around 2:15 p.m.
We went to a place called - JLN Raja Chulan - to have our lunch~
Hmm...The food there are Not really nice~
but Everything is tasted great when we are hungry!!!
After that, we went home with heavy stomach=.=!

It's a very tired day after looking to the huge screen for 1 and a half hour~
But I can't sleep XD!
So I continued with my computer games~
Haiz... Games!!!Games!!!Games!!!
But there is no Games that I like to play now~
It's all so childish...
But other than that...
I have no idea what can I do at home=.=!
- AhLeLuYa -
Bring me out of this Boring World!!!

[ _Boring_ ]

This is what I do after PMR!!!

1. Wake Up
2. Breakfast
3. Watch Tv
4. Lunch
5. Watch Tv
   
6. Computer Games
7. Dinner
8. Watch Tv
9. Computer Games
10. Watch Tv
11. Sleep

Now you know how boring my life was...
Keep repeating the same thing to do...
Even a super non-active guy also will feel boring when he is staying at home the whole day doing the same thing...
I prefer study!!!
I prefer school!!!
I prefer books!!!
This kind of boring life is making me sick!!!
Fever!!!Cough!!!Flu!!!
Oh dear...
Choi~Choi~Choi~
Touch -wood-
But It's true~
There are 2 more months to go...
How can I survive without any [ Entertainment ] ???

[ Release Stress ]

[hehehe]

Are we having PMR???
Or only Mid-year exam???
I am serious!!!
But why I am not worried XD!!!
I am not scare for the exam tomorrow...
It's not because of I am clever enough to answer all the question already...
It's because... I also don't know why o.O!!!
I can smile all the day during exam...
Even thought I am very tired...
But I still feel very happy
I don't know where can I get the answer for this question...
But what I know at this [ VIT ] is to

[ Release Stress ]

Just now I watched a Taiwan Drama -篮球火 - Episode 12
I almost cried when watching this drama~
It's about basketball~
At this Episode - Yuan Da Ying - was so~ [ Kelian ]
He sacrifices himself just to help his teammate - Dong Fang Xiang - to win the basketball match.
At the end, he is hardly injured and fainted!!!
This is all because of - Chan - A person that wanted to balas dendam to - Dong Fang Xiang - because of some old sejarah happened long time ago.
Luckily at the end...
- Dong Fang Xiang - finally leads the other teammate and won the basketball match proudly!!! It was amazing!!!
But poor - Yuan Da Ying -, without him
they will not win the match so easily~
Other than this, there is one more incident that is very [ Gan Dong ]
It's when - Yuan Da Ying - had decided to let go his lover to - Dong Fang Xiang -
Ah~ so [ Wei Da ] and romantic!!!
It's was a hard time for him to make such decision...
I am proud of him... And also pitty him =(

[ _Few_hours_left_ ]

Few hours left...
to the first exam paper of PMR!!!
It's -BM-S- paper...
The worst subject of mine!!!
I am scare and I am not ready yet~

Few hours left...
to the first and last experience of PMR!!!
It's PressurinG me a lot!!!
Just for a week of exam...
But for me~
It already freaks me out...

Few hours left...
to the moment that my brain always hated!!!
I wonder my brain will function properly during exam...
I hope my brain won't -faint- during exam=)
Today I had rest more than enough =D
I had a afternoon naP!!!
Listening to music !!!
And a Pizza Hut Dinner!!!
So tomorrow I will be more semangat to do my -BM- papers...


Few hours left...
to all the Form 3 to cool down their mind~
But I am still [ Blogging ] here XD
Haiyo... Is my way to cool down my mind...
Write out my feelings is what I can do now...
Okays... It's time to -OIOI-
Hope I can get a beautiful dream tonight=)
A dream like -the day when I get my PMR result!!! Straight A's!!!-
Wakeke!!! I really hope for that dream...

Few hours left...

It's the last Few hours left...
Just want to say [ good luck] and [ good night ] !!!

[ _It's_True_ ]

Oh My God!!!
I don't know I should believe this or not...
But through this website...
There were a lot of PMR tips o.O!!!
If you are free...
go check it out =D
Please don't be worried...
I Guarantee!!!
It won't have any viruses!!!

http://www.andrewchoo.com.my/

We have only 2 more days left to get ready for PMR!!!
So... Why don't you just have a look...
It might helps you....

[ _考试了_ ]

来了，到了，出现了...
PMR 考试已渐渐来临了...
我们三年来的努力终于可派上用场了...
等的就是这个紧张时刻...
决定我们的未来...
朋友们，你们是否已做好准备???
离考试时间还有3天...
这三天里是非常时刻，
养好精神，注意身体，不要给自己太多的压力...
这些是我们现在唯一能做的事了...
其实，我认为只要我们尽力而为...
就算是失败,也不必灰心难过...
因为我们已付出，并没有对不起我们的父母，我们的老师...
你们说对不对???

许多父母都认为 -考试拿第一就是好孩子-
这！这都是他们自私的看法!!!
考第一又怎么样!!!读第一班又怎么样!!!
身为父母的他们却不曾真正的了解孩子们的意愿...
擅自地为他们做主，决定他们的未来...
虽然他们的出发点都是为了孩子将来不必受苦...
可是这却带来孩子们的不甘愿...
孩子们因此学会了反抗父母...
不愿跟随他们的决定...
离家出走是他们唯一的选择...
也是唯一能让他们过着自己喜欢的日子...
这一切都是父母一手杰作！
他们为何不曾想过问问看自己的孩子喜欢些什么...
不喜欢的又是什么...
这不但能让孩子们更快乐...
他们也会顺着爸妈的意思...
那不是皆大欢喜吗???

[ _回答你的答案_ ]

正要进入梦境的时候，
你传了简讯给我，说为什么我会不开心...
我临时都不知该怎么回答你的问题...
我在烦恼的是什么???
我也不是很清楚...

我总是觉得每天的我都过得不够开心快乐...
我总是觉得我所做的一切都不是我愿意的...
我总是觉得为何我的生活中必需那么艰难...

我在犹豫的是何时我才能做我想做的事情...
我在犹豫的是我的快乐时光何时才会开始...
我在犹豫的是我的决定到底是不是正确的...

我不知是否可以忍耐这一切...
我不知是否有人能够了解我...
我不知是否有我成功的一天...
我不知...我不知...我不知...
许多的我不知，直到我现在已累了...
我不想再这样下去了...

现在，我已无能为力...
我只需一个能依靠的答案...
我只需一个能快乐的时候...
我只需一个能信任的朋友...
这样就够了，不需要求完美...
这就是我的唯一要求...

[ 我想通了 ]

昨天，我翻来翻去，总是睡不着...
我想了又想，终于想通了...
对！我是没有比别人聪明伶俐...
对！我是没有他人的本领能干...
对！我是没比他人更勇敢...
可是，我认为我不需理会人家对我的看法，只需做回自己的本分，那就够了...
我有在努力，有在学习，也面对了不少失败...
我曾经想过放弃，我曾经想过要停止一切,我甚至想过要离开这个不完美的世界...
可是，想了又想发现上天的安排总是有原因的...
逃避不是个好办法，我该积极地去面对，然后解决...
或许这些生活上的障碍，挫折 ，困境...
是上天让我好好学习忍耐，变得更坚强的机会...
所谓，[ 天生我才必有用 ]
或许是时间...时机还没到而已...
总有一天，我要出人头地！
虽然我还不知道要往哪个方向前进，
可是我知道，我是可以的...我是可以的！！！

但现在我已无法找回失去的信心...
这些信心到底要我往哪找???
难道说闯过了这些困境就什么事都解决了吗???
我又还有多少挫折要面对???
这一切切的痛苦与难处，是否有人愿意与我分担???
又有谁是我可以信任的人???
那些人会帮我隐藏事实吗???
这些问题我该向谁发问???
问了, 又对我有帮助吗???

或许你读了这些，觉得我很没用...
可是，这都不是我想要的...
你可以看不起我，你可以批评我，
但你永远都不可以打败我的信心！
因为我知道拥有信心已是成功的第一步！

[ _五公尺里_ ]

5 公尺里有棵树，人们都喜爱的树，
5 公尺里有个人，没人关心的他，
时间的过去，使他不停改变，
想过放弃，想过逃走，
唯一不变是他一颗舍不得的心，
谁为他想过，谁让他自由过，
谁又能 真正 了解他的需要，
一天一天的痛苦，他忍了，
一天一天的悲伤，他忍了，
直到他死的那一天，他都忍了。

5公尺里有扩大的海洋，飞翔着自由的海鸥，
5公尺里有被困着的小孩，整天盼望被救出去的一天到来，
可惜，可恨，可怜的尖叫声没人领悟，
春天的过去，引起夏天的风，
失去一天天的自由空间，
看着飞机起飞，希望逐渐 离他而去，
才发现，唯一的期望崩裂了。

[ _Raining_ ]

lalala~ lalala~
It's raining now... [ 下雨了！！！ ]
feel cool~ cool~ ne...
Luckily I reach le... =D
Just now when _pasar_malam_
With my father and my brother...
Very boring de go out with them=.=!
Nothing to chat de...
what we can do is just quiet and eat~
□ 1 碗 _板面＿Ban Mee_
□ 2 条 _Popiah_
Hmmm... Yummiii
I eat very less only le...
But still quite full le.... keke!

Back to _rain_
What will you do during _rainy_ days???
For Me!!! It's a good whether to
A best time to relax your -mind-
A grEat chance to let go-o-o all your 烦恼．．．
But sometimes... I hate _heavy_rainnnn...

It make me can't go anywhere...
It make me can't fall asleep...
It make me can't relax no_matter what I do...
I don't want -100KG- rainnn...
I only want -10kg- rain...
Do you understand me???
Do you??? do You??? DO YOU???

[ _Game_ ]

I miss something...
something that can make me feel no more boring....
my GAmE...
I have to wait for 2 more weeks!!!
PMR!!! faster Pass La!
I can't wait any longer...

Erm... ByTheWay...
Do anybody know what is the latest game now???
Any suggestion???
If you know... please leave me a comment~

[ _Uncontrollable_ ]

It's been a lo-o-ong since 10.30 p.m. yesterday ...
I'm missing you just after you _left_ me after the tuition...
It's been a hard time for me to controlled myself for not missing you and concentrate on my studies...
When I open a new page...
I saw your cute face on it...
When I change a new workbook...
I saw your smile on it...
When I turn on the TV...
I saw you chubby hand ....
When I turn on the radio...
I heard your voice calling me...
When I look at the MSN...
I saw the conversation between us...
When I look at my handphone...
I feel like calling you and want to hear you say [ goodnight baby ]
But It's too late...
It's midnight already...
It's not a suitable time for me to call you...
But I can't stop missing you second by second...