[ 我想通了 ]

昨天，我翻来翻去，总是睡不着...
我想了又想，终于想通了...
对！我是没有比别人聪明伶俐...
对！我是没有他人的本领能干...
对！我是没比他人更勇敢...
可是，我认为我不需理会人家对我的看法，只需做回自己的本分，那就够了...
我有在努力，有在学习，也面对了不少失败...
我曾经想过放弃，我曾经想过要停止一切,我甚至想过要离开这个不完美的世界...
可是，想了又想发现上天的安排总是有原因的...
逃避不是个好办法，我该积极地去面对，然后解决...
或许这些生活上的障碍，挫折 ，困境...
是上天让我好好学习忍耐，变得更坚强的机会...
所谓，[ 天生我才必有用 ]
或许是时间...时机还没到而已...
总有一天，我要出人头地！
虽然我还不知道要往哪个方向前进，
可是我知道，我是可以的...我是可以的！！！

但现在我已无法找回失去的信心...
这些信心到底要我往哪找???
难道说闯过了这些困境就什么事都解决了吗???
我又还有多少挫折要面对???
这一切切的痛苦与难处，是否有人愿意与我分担???
又有谁是我可以信任的人???
那些人会帮我隐藏事实吗???
这些问题我该向谁发问???
问了, 又对我有帮助吗???

或许你读了这些，觉得我很没用...
可是，这都不是我想要的...
你可以看不起我，你可以批评我，
但你永远都不可以打败我的信心！
因为我知道拥有信心已是成功的第一步！

[ _五公尺里_ ]

5 公尺里有棵树，人们都喜爱的树，
5 公尺里有个人，没人关心的他，
时间的过去，使他不停改变，
想过放弃，想过逃走，
唯一不变是他一颗舍不得的心，
谁为他想过，谁让他自由过，
谁又能 真正 了解他的需要，
一天一天的痛苦，他忍了，
一天一天的悲伤，他忍了，
直到他死的那一天，他都忍了。

5公尺里有扩大的海洋，飞翔着自由的海鸥，
5公尺里有被困着的小孩，整天盼望被救出去的一天到来，
可惜，可恨，可怜的尖叫声没人领悟，
春天的过去，引起夏天的风，
失去一天天的自由空间，
看着飞机起飞，希望逐渐 离他而去，
才发现，唯一的期望崩裂了。

[ _Raining_ ]

lalala~ lalala~
It's raining now... [ 下雨了！！！ ]
feel cool~ cool~ ne...
Luckily I reach le... =D
Just now when _pasar_malam_
With my father and my brother...
Very boring de go out with them=.=!
Nothing to chat de...
what we can do is just quiet and eat~
□ 1 碗 _板面＿Ban Mee_
□ 2 条 _Popiah_
Hmmm... Yummiii
I eat very less only le...
But still quite full le.... keke!

Back to _rain_
What will you do during _rainy_ days???
For Me!!! It's a good whether to
A best time to relax your -mind-
A grEat chance to let go-o-o all your 烦恼．．．
But sometimes... I hate _heavy_rainnnn...

It make me can't go anywhere...
It make me can't fall asleep...
It make me can't relax no_matter what I do...
I don't want -100KG- rainnn...
I only want -10kg- rain...
Do you understand me???
Do you??? do You??? DO YOU???

[ _Game_ ]

I miss something...
something that can make me feel no more boring....
my GAmE...
I have to wait for 2 more weeks!!!
PMR!!! faster Pass La!
I can't wait any longer...

Erm... ByTheWay...
Do anybody know what is the latest game now???
Any suggestion???
If you know... please leave me a comment~

[ _Uncontrollable_ ]

It's been a lo-o-ong since 10.30 p.m. yesterday ...
I'm missing you just after you _left_ me after the tuition...
It's been a hard time for me to controlled myself for not missing you and concentrate on my studies...
When I open a new page...
I saw your cute face on it...
When I change a new workbook...
I saw your smile on it...
When I turn on the TV...
I saw you chubby hand ....
When I turn on the radio...
I heard your voice calling me...
When I look at the MSN...
I saw the conversation between us...
When I look at my handphone...
I feel like calling you and want to hear you say [ goodnight baby ]
But It's too late...
It's midnight already...
It's not a suitable time for me to call you...
But I can't stop missing you second by second...