[My][Love]

Sometimes, I am confuse about (which one i should choose)
That one , this one, or NO one???
I am so confuse about it!
Everytimes I think about it...
I feel like no one i can go for it...
Its just like a little bird flying nowhere...

I always think about the gurls beside me ...
Which one suitable for me and which are not...
Which one is available and which are not...
But I just don't get the answer I want...

All this just making me confuse & uncomfortable...
Sometimes i tell myself [maybe its too young to think about getting my own love...
I'm just 15 now & need to be prepare for my PMR EXAM...
There is so many things for me to do besides getting my true LOVE...]
Or.. Its just a stupid excuse !!!

Sometimes in school, I just so jealous about all my friends have their own lover..
and I only can sit beside them and listen to their ROMANTIC stories...
I tried to get one ...but i just don't have the power ...
Maybe i just don't have the [face] that those gurls want...

What should do???
I have no confidence to get one...
scare to be reject???
or don't know how to say to the gurl???
But the problem now is...
Am I really love the gurl???
Or its just some kind of friend for me???
I DON"T KNOW!!!!!