[ Time never turns back ]

天气 ：早晨

日期 ：2008年8月29日

状况 ：一波未平，另一波又起...

[ Sick ]
It's better than yesterday...
Fever!!!
Coughing!!!
Flu!!!
Hand Pain!!!
Sleepy!!!
Feeling more good ^^
so many sickness come in one time...
Hero also can die la=.=
But I am lucky!!!
One thing that saved me from suffering...
The power of LOVE!!!
Wakeke... That was a joke^^

[ Friends ]
L0L!!!
How bad are these friends~
We were gossiping in our classroom today...
One by one so many big news...
And its my turn!!!
What should I say???
They false me to say it out=.=
Or they will bring me to [ FUTSAL ]
You will never know the pain after being [futsal]
So I told some... hehe
Just hope they won't spread it out...
Or I will never have any peace time=.=
But... one of my ''friend''!!!!
Just told someone=.=
She said... she ter-tell wo~
zzz... nothing to say liao...
Just hope all this won't spoilt my life now...

[ Missing Her ]
Time passing too slow when we wanted to be fast...
Time passing too fast when we wanted to be slow...
We will never know when we will get sick...
We will never know when things will change...
Don't miss any chance to say

I LOVE YOU

to the other part of your life...
Hug them!!! Hold them!!! Or even kiss them!!!
Do whatever you want to do!!!
Just don't let yourself be regret~

[ Ouch ]

天气 ：晴朗

日期 ：2008年8月27日

状况 ：生病了

o.O!!!
Ouch~Ouch~Ouch~
Wakeke...
Yesterday I just kena cucuk-ed [injection] ...
Those nurse call that [ Injection Anti Tetanus Toxoid ]
I didn't even heard those word before =.=
But who cares about the name???
As long as the injection is not pain at all!!!
But I can't feel my hand anymore...
because all our hands are numb already~

I still remember yesterday after tuition...
I knocked on my friend's hand... [the injection part]
Then, she shouted at me [ PAIN ah!!!]
hehe... so pity her...

Nothing happened on my hand...
But unfortunately I'm sick!!!
High Fever!!! o.O
My brain was burning like HELL!!!
LoL~ I am so weak...
I am not sure is because of the injection or not...
But what I know is I no need to go to school today!!!
Wakeke!!!

LOL!!!
Everybody said yesterday they are going to school...
But now... Everybody were at home online-ing...
Lucky I didn't go~
Thanks to my High Fever!!! XD

Lalala~
I miss her liao...
Twice in a week...
Why not everyday???

[ Argh~ ]

时候 ：晚上

日期 ：2008年8月22日

心情 ：生气 和 伤心

ARGH!!!

Damn it!!!

Go hell!!!

What the!!!

AH!!!

Deng~

My sim card ~

Habis liao~

Blocked liao!!!

Rejected liao!!!

Sei liao!!!

Finish liao!!!

No more Phone~

No more Sms~

No more Calling~

No more Waiting~

No more LIAO~

What to Do???

Who call me so stupid ???

Who call me forgotten the pin code liao???

Who call me keep on trying until I don't even know how many times I tried???

Who call me so dumb don't want to ask for help???

Who call me so ...SO!!! !!!

Not a single word can describe me!!!

I like her~

I miss her~

I love her~

I wanted to hold her hands~

I wanted to hug her~

I wanted to kiss her~

Without phone...
I can't survive~

Without phone...

I can't sms her~

Without phone...

I will be so boring~

Without phone...

I will miss those keypad~

[It's a new start for me]

时候 ：早上

日期 ：2008年8月22日

心情 ：笑了...

It's time to change...

It's time to do what I wanted to do...

It's time to create a new life of me...

It's time to bring more happiness to my world...

It's time to wish me Good Luck!

I was still so happy since something that happened on Wednesday...

It's so unbelievable but it just came true...

It was a great new start for me after so many [ years ]

A 15 years old boy doing all this???

I just can't believe I just did all this...=.=

But who knows... human will change and so am I...

It's a good chance to show myself...

Its a good chance to let everybody know me...

It's a good chance to prove that I'm not useless...

It's a good chance to give me a new life...

Its's a good chance to make me feel some LOVE!

Last Wednesday was a special day too...

2008-08-20 = [ 2008 2008 ]

This was so special and it happened once in a life time only...

Besides, my new life started on that day...

So I decided to make that day 20/8 every year as my lucky day !

Just hope my luck won't end so fast and can last as long as possible...

Hope that day never come to an END~

[Our Only Hope]

时候 ：晚上

日期 ：8月17日2008年

情况 ：心痛~

Malaysia Boleh!
Malaysia Boleh!
Malaysia Boleh!
Malaysia Boleh!
Malaysia Boleh!

Haiz...
Our only hope in Beijing Olympic 2008 to get a gold medal...
[Badminton]

After so many days of competition with badminton players from all around the world..
Finally we reach the Badminton FINAL competition Beijing Olympic 2008!
The competition that start at 8.45 p.m. and end at around 9.46 p.m. today

China V.S. Malaysia
Lin Dan V.S. Lee Chong Wei
World First Champion V.S. World Second Champion

Almost all of the Malaysians were sitting in front of their TV to watch the live show on RTM1
They were so excited and can't wait to see Lee Chong Wei to win the Gold Medal from Lin Dan..
They put all their hopes on Him, the only person that can get a Gold Medal for Malaysia...

[BUT]
Almost 1 hour hitting the shuttlecock here and there...
With the score of 21-12 and 21-8
Lee Chong Wei failed... He lost!
Our Malaysian's hope End here...
no more gold this Olympic...
Lin Dan is too strong and powerful for him...
Lee Chong Wei can't show his badminton skill today...
Too much pressure facing the World Champion~
Can't blame him because of his failure...
I know his feelings...
If I am out there playing with Lin Dan the world Champion..
I will be having more pressure then Lee Chong Wei...

Haiz..
Just hope the next Olympic..
Malaysia can get a Gold Medal~
But i heard that Badminton will be expel from the Olympic list...
How sad is that...
Its not fair to us..
You know what the person that suggested this said?
Badminton is not suitable for us to play..
I said .. WTH~
If they give that excuse...
There will be so many more activities will be expel from the Olympic list=.=

[ Plenty of Plan ]

时候 ：傍晚

日期 ：8月17日2008年

情况 ：又累又痛！！！

Today I went out with my friends...

[KLCC ] --> Cinema ~ (Meet Dave)

[Sungai Wang] --> Roller

This was a very tired day...

After a movie of Meet Dave at KLCC

We decided to go for our lunch and spend our time in the green box at Sungai Wang...

so we took the LRT then Monorail from KLCC....

After having our lunch.. we went up to the sixth floor for the Green Box...

But unfortunely... The booking is full!!! What a DaMn!!!

So we change to Red Box at Lowyat...

It was raining out there.. But we have no choice!

Zzz... do you know the price per person for Red Box???

RM 20++ !!!! Damn It!!!

We still didn't go for it...

Because of that..

We changed our first plan to second plan..

Bowling at Time Square....

Haiz... But today is our bad day!

We still need to run under the rain to Time Square...

5 minits after we reach there with wet clothing and body~

We checked at the Centre...

There were about HUNDREDS of people inside the bowling centre!

We knew we can't book any lane to play...

So our second plan failed too...

A second broken heart from everyone of us...

Third plan...

the lamest Plan ever~

Hang out in the [Arkid] (I don't know how to spell)

But we were too boring inside there until we decided to change our plan again!

Luckily we still have a fouth PLAN!!!

WAkeke...

Rolling at Sungai Wang~XD

but too bad.. we need to walk back to Sungai Wang again...

Huh~ We were very tired ...

But we still need to find something to do...

4 more hours MAN...

We won't sit down and wait for 4 hours to past ...

Left.. Right... Up.. Down..

after minits of finding the way of the roller centre...

We bought only 4 tickets ..

This is because the other 2 friends don't want to roll..

They decided to go for their PRIVATE TIME by walking around the Sungai Wang ...

A very boring rolling time with only 1 person knows how to roll ...

And the other 3 don't know...

The most funniers is one of my friend don't even know how to balance himself with his roller shoe...

But they learned alot today...

They learned to balance...

They learned to Roll...

They learned to Break~

Of cause.. with the helped of [ME]

Only they could learned all this...

Wakeke...

Our Plan today finally End at 7.00p.m.

Everyone reach home after that...^^

[ I am still thinking of that... Who is the somebody??]

时候 ：晚上

日期 ：8月15日2008年

心情 ：烦恼中

Haiz....

Haiz...

Haiz...

Haiz...

Haiz...

I am still thinking of that...

about tomorrow...

I don't know I should go or not~

Hanging out with friends Or having FUN with my computer...

Feel like not going..

But I don't want to stay at home also..

Maybe somebody can change my mind..

But who is the somebody??

I am still thinking of that...

about a girl...

I don't know I truely have feelings on her or not~

Feel like being friends is better...

But if couple...

we can do more things than what only friends could do...

Maybe somebody can let me know..

But who is the somebody??

I am still thinking of that...

about me...

I don't know which way should I go for it...

Feel like living alone is better... But Boring...

Feel like living together is better.. But too much argue-ing...

Maybe somebody can show me the way...

But who is the somebody??

I am still thinking of that...

about my study...

I don't know which subject that suitable to me....

Feel like let it failed is not my choice...

But I should do it for my parents...

Feel like make it a straight A's is what I want!

But I was lazy to study...

Maybe somebody can teach me a lesson...

But who is the somebody??

I am still thinking of that...

about my Ambition...

I don't know I should go for it or not...

I like that ambition very much...

But my healthy problem make me can't make it come true...

Feel like let it out from my mind...

But after that..

which ambition should I choose??

Maybe somebody can help me solve all this problem...

But who is the somebody??

I am still thinking of that...

about everything that come to me...

I am too tired to solve these problems...

Maybe somebody can save me ..

But who is the somebody??

[This is Life]

时候 ：早上

日期 ：8月10日2008年

心情 ：轻松...自在...

Nobody know where humans from...
Nobody know why humans are live on Earth...
Nobody know what and how Earth been maked...
Nobody know when is the Earth will dissapear...
Nobody know which planet is the largest one...

Why humans need food?
Why humans need shelter?
Why humans need clothes?
Why humans need to live on EARTH???
So many Why untill we don't know how to answer!

Do we need to study to live???
NO!!!
Do we need to work to live???
NO!!!
Do we need to couple to live???
NO!!!
NO!!!NO!!!AND NO!!!

We suppose to live freedomly...
We suppose to live happily...
We suppose to live without WORRIEd!!
We suppose to live without PAIn!!!
We suppose to live without TEARs!!!

But why am I so stressful??
But why am I so sad??
But why am I so depressed??
I feel this is not what I want...
I feel life is so complicated...
I feel that I'm losing my way...

This is Life...
A life with happiness and freedom around us...
But behind those ...
A life is also full with sadness, painess and dissapointed...

We can't change our world..
We can't change our life...
We must face everything...
We must be strong and brave...

Jia You!!! Gambateh!!! All The Best!!!

[Me] - A name I call myself

时候 ： 中午

日期 ：8月7日2008年

心情 ：伤心...难过...

Me , a name I call myself... A boy that is losing his mind and his way at the dessert. Trying to escape from this horrible world that make him feel uncomfortable. Running everywhere ,but he can't find a way to get out from this bad dream. Being a lonely boy that is rejected by all the books and comic. Lying down on his bed doing nothing but 'pigging', wasting his time! Time passing very quickly without stopping. And he is also becoming a lazy and dumb boy after so many hours 'pigging' on his bed. He feels that he is useless, stupid, ugly, braveless and so many more! Nobody want him! Nobody like him! Nobody care about him! No girls will ever accept him as their boyfriend also!

The lonely boy is now living alone with his boring blog and his only phone~ Everyday sitting infront of the computer blogging nonsense and chichating! But no matter what he did.. Who will notice he is only trying to make friends? Who will notice he is just trying to be good , to make the others be happy when they are sad... But what he get from them?? Did they save him from the hell?? Did they teach him to become a great and wonderful guy that everyone loves?? Nothing!! Maybe he is just too 'ge bo ji' ... Maybe he is not suppose to help anyone...

The boy know sometimes what he did that just trying to help always cause some trouble, but he seriously just wanted to help. Please belive and trust him you guys. He always tried to make his life complete. Make more friends. Looking a person that wants to share his pain with. Being a perfect guy that everybody loves. No matter what .. No matter hard or easy.. No matter it's difficult or uncomplet-able! Please give him a chance to start a new life... Eventhought that he failed~ But telling you guys that... He really did just want to be a good and happy boy~ Trust Him~

He tried!
He tried!
He tried!
He tried!
He tried!

Sometimes, so many people dropping to say [hi, my friend] But do you know behind the [hi] have a knife with it? A knife that just want to get something from you or making you feel uncomfortable! Do you actually know that getting a true friend is harder then getting married? There are so many hands around us until we can't find out which one is the good and the evil hands. Being too careful can't make friends... Being not careful can cause trouble... So which one do you want? careful or not careful? Hard to choose? You should go and look everyone around you.. Find out which one is on the good sides that helps you a lot and which one is on the evil sides that always cause trouble to you until you surrender to them... Getting a friend that trust you is hard.. But getting a friend that only trying to get something from you is easy like SYHT!

The boy never get what he wants... Maybe because he is braveless .. So he never tell anyone about him and what he needs.. That's why he created this blog that can let him write what he feels and what he needs! Being a perfect guy is not easy -- gentlemen, kindness, caring, loyalty, friendly, clever, handsome and rich! So many things that he needs to prepare until he feels that he is too tired to continue his plan and should let go all this big dream and continue his useless life with sadness. Just hoping him try to be happy sometimes.. but... he is still lonely~

Today he feels he is stupid and useless person. He can't answer the question for the BI test~ He is afraid that he can't get A for BI paper... He feel so sad and dissapointed to himself because of his stupid lazy attitute~ Maybe he just don't like to study ... If there is a school that no exam .. it will be so good for everyone... But it won't happen... because if no exam.. nobody will go to school-.- Maybe he just need more time to prepare... he is too tired to face the exam... Who will understand his feelings now...

~THE END~

[ Something Happen Today]

时候 ：晚上

日期 ：8月5日2008年

心情 ：还蛮怕怕的，可是也很好笑

Something interesting happened during tuition...
Its about a [fake] couple [L & S] and a friend [Y] that love S...
Here's the story begin...
During the tuition...
the third lesson , the English lesson...
L was sitting 2 sits beside S ,
and Y is sitting the row just beside L...

Thanks to C ( L's friend) that sit beside L ,
C wanted to sit inside... so C can put his bag on another chair...
But L knew its just a alasan...
because C wanted to see the Y to be jealous~
L say no...but at the end...
C still change his place ....
and S change to the sit beside L...^^

From the time S sit beside L....
They both feel smthing is burning in the class...
Finally S & L notice that the Y's hair had burned ~o.O
L think that Y is so jealous about S siting beside L...
So Y changed his place to infront because Y duwan to see us both sitting together...
because Y will get so jealous and angry~

Then the S & L who now sit behind of Y ...
Looking at Y's face ..
Looks so fierce for a moment but after that...
Y still can smile...
but S and L know
Y is still very angry of L..

Later on~ Y sent a message to L...
" Lei Hou Ye" [in cantonese]
But you know what L sms back?
" Lol... Is you noob only mah..."[first sms]
"joking~dun angry lar!" [ second sms ] XD
After a few minutes... Y din't reply L sms...

During that moment...
S keep saying sorry to L...
because S said she cause this trouble~
Then L say.. nvm wor... ntg will happen de...^^
No matter how.. L still feel so sorry to Y
Because Y is one of L friends b4...
L duwan to hurt Y feelings..
and think that his friend's just betrayed Y~~

Still the old sentence...
[Its just a game]
[Its just a game]
[Its just a game]
[Its just a game]
[Its just a game]

Cya... want go sleep le^^
For those who read this blog liao...
please dun simply tell other ppl...
cause it may cause trouble ....

[想到就好笑]

时候 ：晚上了。。。

日期 ：8月3日2008年

心情 ：好笑到~~

经过朋友的介绍，
我认识了她，一个不错的她，
时间的流动，使日子一天一天的过，
我们的友谊也有了不错的进展~

有一个故事，非常刺激与好笑。
这个故事，是关于我和她的一场游戏...
故事从一天的MSN谈话中开始，
我们竟然玩了一个挑战游戏，
她说要在补习时，叫我一声[Darling]
我说如果你敢就说吧！而且如果她说了...
我就得叫回她一声[Dear]...
我本来以为她说笑的，
结果补习时她真的叫了三声

Darling~
Darling~
Darling~

那时我真的吓倒了~
我真的想不到她真的会说出口~
真是很佩服她的勇气~
那像我...那天我没有勇气说出口~
我真没用XD...请原谅~

我回去在MSN谈天的时候，
答应她在下个礼拜的补习时，
就真的会叫她一声[Dear~]
我就这样，给她了这个承诺~

我们的游戏才过了一天...
可是我们已在MSN以及Friendster上，
用[Dear]和[Darling] 的称呼了~
可能是好听的原因，已成了一个习惯XD

就在这个时候，带来了一些朋友对我们俩的误会~
因该是Friendster的原因吧~
他们读了我与她的对话..
才会引起这次的误会...
他们说我们已变成了恋人~
我的朋友还骂我为何没有告诉他们呢~
我用尽办法揭开这次的误会，
可是他们还是不相信我说所的话~
最后，我的[Dear] 说不要管他们~
让他们误会好了....

Wakakakaka...
真是想到都好笑~
虽然发生了这些事情，
我们的游戏还是一样的继续，
我们还换了名~
我们把[Dear] 换成了[Baby]~XD
游戏真是变得越来越刺激了...

可是我还是很害怕星期一的到来，
害怕我的朋友不懂会做出什么可怕的事来~
真让我担心啊~
他们一定会像警官一样审问我的~
我想先在想好该回答的答案是最好的方法...
免得到时候乱说一通...把事情搞得更严重！
到时就会解释不来了~
然后我就死了~~~=.=

不管怎么样~
这场游戏真让人好笑有刺激...
有时你们也该试一试这一类型的游戏哦~~
相信我，一定很好玩！！


如果你读了这篇故事...
除非有我和她的同意...
不然，任何人都不可以在学校提起...
谢谢合作~~

[Happy Day]

时候 ：晚上

日期 ：8月1日2008 年

心情 ：还蛮开心的。。。

Happy burthday to me...
Happy burthday to me...
Happy burthday to me~~
Happy burthday to me!!!

Guess what!
Its my burthday~~XD
The time I reach school....
No matter who, all my friends..
Is wishing me Happy Burthday^^
Feel so happy...wakakakaakkakaka...
One year only one day can celebrate...

But today no ppl giv me present de...=.=
except of some chocolate and lollipops..
Guess they want me to lose all my teeth ...
Can't blame them de..
who call my teeth so beautiful...
they jealous mah...XD

However, i today already very happy liao de...
So no matter got present or no present...
I also have a Happi day^^

Today i make liao 3 wish for my burthday ...

1. Everybody on the earth will be very happy always and forever..especially my family and my friends...
2. I hope to get 8's in my PMR resuly... So that everybody will be proud of me.....XD
3. I also hope that I can get a girlfriend as soon as possible...^^

Hope the brother of Santa Claus, Burthday Claus...
will heard my wish and make all my wish come true one day...
Thanks to Burthday Claus^^

K lah.. gtg liao...
~CYA~